Regarding analogies

Instead of sleeping last night, I started writing. Most of it is the typical lame drivel that I write when I'm upset because even though it's embarrassing to read later, it makes me feel better when there is no one else to talk to (which is always) and sometimes it keeps me from actually saying things to people and making a bad situation worse. Anyways, I came up with a really delightful analogy comparing friends to unicycles. However I'm not sure what sort of blogging rules there are regarding analogies when they are vaguely related to the only person that reads your blog... It's a tasteful analogy, but analogies tend to seem like you're beating around the bush without saying what you feel. I love my friends, but sometimes I feel like they don't know much about me at all - or want to. But I want to be able to say how I feel so it's not so surprising when I start having emotions other than "happy". Since happy is something I am usually only pretending to be anyways. Lauren usually understands, but her method is to leave me alone. I think someday it might be nice to have someone say "Are you okay?" when I am upset instead of "what the fuck is wrong with you" since of course, I do not know the answer to that.



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